Alright, that's it, I've had it.

WHAT THE FLYING FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? First off you just fucked over half a dozen people. Thanks for deleting holimium without notice, lost all of my character info AGAIN because of you. Should have known to save it, you always start feeling fucking sorry for yourself and ruin anything. WELL YOU BETTER FUCKING HOPE IT'S FOR GOOD THIS TIME.

Honestly, I tired to be your fucking friend, I wanted to be, and then you turn around and throw it back in my fucking face because some insignificant little kid pissed you off. Great. Nice fucking ego.

You are weak and pathetic James, and I'm sick of it. Why do you think we didn't work out? Huh? Do you think it's because I'm a cold hearted bitch? I bet that's what you made your little fan club believe. No. I broke up with you because you can't handle anything. Not a damn thing without bitching and moaning. Grow some fucking balls.

I have been through so much shit in my life I could slap you for being such a coward. Right now James, after what you just did, you just proved that 15 year old right. You're a coward. Always have to run when it hurts. Why don't you just stand up and take it like the rest of us? You don't have the whole fucking world on your shoulders James, you don't even begin to understand what that means. I would never, ever, trust you with supporting me again because that's what you do, you roll us all the fuck away and burrow yourself into the seemingly comfortable cubby hole of denial.

Guess what James, it still hurts, it still pisses you off. To hell if running away will ever help anyone, trust me I'd know that better then you.

I hope you fucking regret this one, and I hope you lose everyone this time. I don't understand supporting a society filled with assholes like you.

Thanks again for fucking yet another of my characters over.

Have a nice life...if it can even be called that.

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If rivers of tears cannot quench thier thirst, I shall give my blood.

Not all wanderers are lost...

*sighs* I'm sorry to hear that you are doing this. I'm not going to try to say anything that will change your mind considering your just throwing another friendship out the window.

Count me down another friend once you do this. I tried to be a friend to you.

It sucks that you are because you know I enjoy roleplaying with you. But, I suppose your mind is made up. Even if there are still people who might actually be hurt that you are doing this. Well, not might, are.

You do what you need to do, but...remember this. In your actions, your not only hurting yourself, but a lot of other people as well.

Bye, James. It was a interesting friendship while it lasted. But don't get me wrong. I'm not turning my back on you, your turning your back on everyone else.

Try and have fun in your life.

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There was once a time when I felt something was missing. Then I came across you and that part of me was complete. You, my love, complete me as I complete you. My soulmate. My imperfect Man. - Janice M. Winborne

dude nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't stop going on the DA
the DA is a place for people to talk about art why must you leave
even though we have not met in person i belive that we is good friends
don't go man
dammit
don't go

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respect

no actually. I don't regret it this time. far from it. and like I said to your friend if you assume this is because of that fucking kid you're highly wrong. there's a lot in my life I don't make public to most people. sorry to say I don't care why we didn't work out. I haven't cared in a long fucking time because I knew that I was never going to get a straight answer from you, I just stopped giving a shit.

and go ahead fucking slap me, hate to break it to you but I've been through a fair bit myself, so go ahead slap me. Frankly last night I was just going to sleep my anger off, I logged back into MSN for thirty fucking seconds to tell someone I wouldn't be able to make it to their place when I originally thought and what was the first thing that popped up? why a little message you sent me with a link.

and if it had been your site I had deleted or vandalized you may have had a little more impact on your statement about it. you think I'm pathetic? thats fine, if others think so too thats fine as well like I said I stopped caring, and I never said I had the whole world on my shoulders. you knew when you started talking to me again that I was bitter and angry.

so go ahead call me what you want, try and taint my name like so many others are trying to do, say whatever the fuck you want about to me to anybody it won't have any effect. it does surprise me that we even bothered to try and talk again. I'm sure we both saw this coming at some point anyway.

see what some people may come to realize eventually is that being nice dosen't pay off as often as we'd like or when it would really matter all I'm doing here is solving one big problem at once by removing the whole online thing. you'd be amazed how much better I feel about it.

oh and finally you want to bitch me out me deleting my own forum that I created without notice just remember. I could have worked the RER forum over a great deal before anyone would have realized what the hell was going on. I chose not to. of course I'm sure by now my account there has either been deleted or something happen to it but whatever.

you meant a lot to me in my life, you really did. but really I should be thanking you. because of you I stopped letting people walk over me. I realized that being nice dosen't pay off and to get what one wants they must take it for themselves. and most of all you showed me that if you let someone that deep into their lives it will only end in flames. you can't hurt me anymore emotionally or mentally. a lot of people can't anymore and if that meant losing a few more people thats fine. I'll meet others along the way. right now I'm fine with what I'm doing if others aren't well they'll know what to do.

I'm aware I'm turning my back on others, it's time I did so instead of the other way around. I can't afford to have this place or any other online place anymore. at least not anytime in the near future. it's just not... whats the word I'm looking for... I can't think of it but essentially I need to do this for a great deal of reasons. I need to remove myself from the world and reinvent myself. thats as good as I can put it

Well...I'm glad I could give a small ray of laughter to your life, albeit small as it was.

Don't get rid of your stuff just yet; you may need it in the future, god knows when (although the jelous, greedy side of me is saying I NEEDS MORE TECHNOLOGY! GIVE IT TO ME!!!! , I'll TRY to ignore that feeling ) .

Hope you can re-focus your life for your own happiness. Hey man, let's think of this a bit religiously (funny; aetheist talking religiously XD ) ok? If you can make yourself happy AS WELL AS do SOME good, then your Lord or God or GODs will be cool with you.

It's good that you're staying away from the drug/booze route; as my personal quote goes, "Don't fuck yourself up more than you allready are." There, I TRIED to make you laugh. So sue me.

Well...it kinda sucks that you're leaving, but...well, the whole "not feeling emotions" thing is kickin in so...good luck dude, in whatever endaver you choose...

...just don't get caught. ;-P

-MoG

P.S. (GIVE ME YOUR TECHNOLOGY!!!! no! shut up, you voice in my head! >_< )

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Dare you to unlock the secrets of my mind...

Genius is in the details...and I'm going to live up to that!
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OBJECTION! I defy your logic, and everything it stands for!!!

Panton est substructio vero.

Well, you do what you wanna do...Just don't expect me to be there when/if you come back at all. I'm tired all this really...I've got enough problems on my own plate.

You do what you want, but once you leave, thats it. NOthing more from me.

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There was once a time when I felt something was missing. Then I came across you and that part of me was complete. You, my love, complete me as I complete you. My soulmate. My imperfect Man. - Janice M. Winborne

I'm well aware of that

what the hell??? why would you do that? all you have to do is delete the ppl you don't want to talk to...
why would you wanna delete everything?

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Ash

Hey man.. you taught me something too.
Being nice is the way to go, plur and all that jazz.
Not hiding behind ability that is not there... or blamming others.
You, like everyone else, had to deal with some shit.. you just used it as your excuse to whine more. Bitching on the net can only get you so far.
Even people you fed fake stories to now see your full of it.
Funny how people that know you IRL stoped talking to you, eh?
Too late to leave, everyone has already left you.

Just remeber, You had friends, its your fault you lost them.

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=waves= Bai.