my patience for people HAS reached it's limit. I'm no longer amused by people, I can no longer tolerate them. at this point some people are extreamly fucking lucky I'm not beating the shit out of them until their in ICU. I'm tired of being the nice guy and getting stepped over by people. I'm tired of being mouthed off to by fucking fifteen year olds mother fucking fifteen year olds! some of these people are lucky I don't know them in person because I would have hit them by now. I'm tired of people joking with\at or to me. I have stopped finding things amusing.

I can't even write a story at this point without it turning into something hate and spiteful filled. I've seen enough of my efforts ripped up, disregarded or even destroyed by others for whatever reasons. so come the end of December all my Deviations and journal entry's will be removed. my youtube accounts deleted. my RP forums deleted *that'll be done tonight* if I created it, it's gone, it's as simple as that. the extent that my rage is hitting at the moment I'm amazed I haven't just destroyed my laptop.

I hope this world fucking destroys itself. I'm done.

===update===
I decided to speed up the deadline. end of november. so if you have something to say say it before then because the last day of november will be the lat time I log onto DA.

it's a spectacular sight when the worlds beats the crap out of someone then spits on them isn't? I've stopped caring. my laptop. my cameras, my computers, my systems of all kinds, will be packed away. I'm done doing anything creative and I'm done with letting people walk over me. with the exception of my girlfriend and my job I am going to cut myself off from the world. a great deal of you will never ever see me again.

oh and to those who know me in person don't try to contact me. I will go out of my way to avoid you